Design?

Yeah.

That’s right. I dished out money to buy books. I think it’s time I actually start doing something about web-designing, because I’ve been treating it like my least favourite child. It just turns out that having any background in web design is coming handy for a lot of situations, namely pursuing my career.

It’s somewhat strange to think that I would need any knowledge in HTML, CSS and PHP in the pharmacy world – I was thinking I’d be playing around with syringes, pills, mortars and pestles for the rest of my life, but I’ve found myself writing the <head> tag countless times.

I guess it goes to show how the least relevant experience isn’t always useless. I was always told having the ability to design (somewhat) and know HTML like it’s my mother’s tongue would never come in handy in anything but the computer science world. Take a look at CAPSI, for example. I would never have thought I’d get a position as a “webmaster” (I hate using that term; it just blankets all web development and design into one role as some minute detail), seeing how I would have assumed computer knowledge was fairly ubiquitous.

I wonder if that will ever change. Is web designing really that rare in a Web 2.0 society? Should we not be so in-tune with the intricacies of the internet and its darkest corners if we’re becoming that attached to information technology?

It becomes frightening to think that, despite so many people using computers, only a fraction know anything about how they work; that’s not to say I expect everyone who uses a computer to be a developer of some sort, but rather the majority don’t seem to know what they’re actually using. Does that not put the ignorant at hazard for manipulation or, more specifically, prone to harm on their intellectuality or privacy?

The philosophy of technology could get interesting. But what it really boils down to is – are we controlling information, or is information controlling us?

Hah, what bull. For now.

Whatever. All I really wanted to say was that I want to do something different for Voukah this time. And Aquanica. The designs I have up are pretty patchwork and effortless. I want to actually try this time.

puzzles

sometimes you wish these things will fall into place on their own, and you wouldn’t need to think much about it.

but reality says otherwise.

that’s okay

it’s not like anyone really liked me anyways.

it just means i’ll be back to where i’ve always started.

i hate it.

drowsiness/testosterone

sweet little dahlia,
you sit sweetly in a vial,
your odour is so vile
like an adulterated ophelia.

you tread quietly,
with determination so grand;
why dress so bland,
when you think so mildly?

having no shame,
fingertips on wine,
fill the room with whine
as you spread the blame.

but beneath the skin
you weep weakly,
i see your eyes – so meekly –
but your strings are so thin.

i’ll calm your nerves
to mend turmoil that rests,
but so shall i tongue your breasts
for i am none but one who serves.

forgive me for being crass
but i must be true,
as i am filled with rue,
and you, a lass.