The hardest part about waking up,
in a life full of sleepers,
is when you figure out you were the only one who did,
and the only one who didn’t bother to just go back to sleep.
But I watch over you while you repose,
in this funny little mix-up of our incarnations,
waiting
for you to finally wake up too,
and at the same time ponder
if you’ll even remember who i am once you do.
I made the wrong choice, didn’t I?
maybe when i finally get out of this hell hole, i’ll find myself a friend somewhere.
or maybe i might not.
funny how the world works, huh?
Sometimes I laugh at myself for being a pitiful display of being a human.
Other days I’m a little bit proud of myself.
Like it is from the North to the South, West to East, compression to composure, water doesn’t boil at the same temperature. Water also doesn’t freeze at the same temperature.
But no matter what, it will always be to some extent volatile.
And many times.
It’s just the deep black hole to the midst and bowels of the abyss.
I think the title basically explains it as bluntly as possible. I’m not studying for a huge exam that’s what, worth 40% of my mark? I should be more worried, but I’m just not in the right mindset to do it.
I wouldn’t say I’m totally angry or totally melancholic to the point of complete lethargy. I guess I wish I could be doing something else.
Indeed, this is the blog of Franky Liu. Voukah is simply a compilation of random thoughts and useless rambling as he goes through an interestingly mundane life. With that, he is quite emotional and many times annoying; sometimes he wonders if he is narcissistic as well. He also may cause upset stomach. He also enjoys speaking in third person.
Voukah, its design and its writing belong to Franky Liu, with the exception of quotations, stock images, or anything otherwise obvious. Yes, the damned design is mine.